| Hmmm... havn't blogged much since I discovered Myspace. So Hello to all my faithful readers. |
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| I always post these love chains against my better judgement. I don't know why. It's probably the fact that I am clinging to the hope that maybe just maybe Josh Beadle will be mine. It will never happen but I am a hopeless romantic and I can't help it. I am constantly setting my self up for disaster. To top it all off it doesn't help that I'm ugly. So I have double jepordy. I am ugly and doomed to a life of bad relationships and normality. But when you think about it normal is a broad word and normal is being comfortable with yourself and I'm not really all that sterotypically normal. So when you think about normal isn't even "normal" So I waste my time with mindless chain letters. I guessI am just a scumball clinging like a parasite to the love chapter in Josh's brain.  So I am stuck in this pothole people call love. I feel like I am living in a Soap Opra and I can't escape. I am in love with someone and I would do anything to be with person. I find my self retreating. Going into hiding  So I imerse my self in music and I let go all the people I love and wind up hurting the best of my friends. I do find these smiley's amusing though. Well I have whined enough.So I will say goodbye for now. |
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| Woah! Havn't been here in a while and never have any thing to say when I am here. |
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| Wow not much ever happens today. I am listening to The Hives standing out in the rain wishing life didn't suck so much. People reading this are gonna think I'm some stupid emo kid well to damn bad. I have a right to complain. I had fun talking to my sexy german friend yesterday while we ditched church. He knows who he is. Hahahaha! I'm feeling better already. I am slightly pissed that I might not go on my yealry vacation with Joel but it'll all work out. We'll talk. Veni Vidi Vicious! |
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| Well it has certainly been awhile. I haven't been on the comp long enough to blog besides I find my life very boring. I don't know what to say. I am slightly upset at the fact that I might not make it to KB this yr I need to see my Joely we'll work somthing out. Also vist our "site"
freethevote.tripod.com |
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